undecided love

I will tell you,
I have had enough.
I have seared in your thoughts,
Like those helpless amber,
I saw sulking on a wintry morning
I have been blown from loving to unloving
And again to loving you night and day.
Like that undecided dried leaf,
I will tell you.
You have made me weep,
Like a stubborn child,
I will tell me you
I only wait for you
When I can tell you
I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU...